Don't touch me or I'll spit on you.

It's Sunday morning, 11:09, and a remix of "Genie in a Bottle" by XTINA is playing on my itunes. I don't know, I don't know why. It's not going to change for the next 30 seconds either because I'm still waking up.

Evan is about to leave to go get donuts with Avi C and Tyler is rambling about another dream he had last night. If the adderral was already kicked in I'd be able to read everything that he's written but no, it hasn't so I'm going to keep saying "yea" and "wttffff!!!?!?" every 2 minutes.



Yesterday was such a waste. 10:30 am to 4:40 pm I did nothing. By 4:30 Evan by the Bay said "sMok3 m3 0uT mAmIiIIIIi! plZZ!" I replied with "I WOULD IF I COUULD HONEEYY!! i'm calling Nate G." We called, Nate was excited that we wanted to smoke with him but not enough to smoke us out. Joe and Evan came to my house to ppick me up. We got ahold of Nate G. again and Evan tried sweet talking him into hookin' it up while Joe was asking me if he should keep growing out his facial hair. He couldn't decide since it ends up just looking like dirt and pepper was thrown over his upper lip (he's filipino, that's why). Nate wasn't buying Evan's baby talk or the compliments on his "sexy body". The three of us got into Joe's car after maybe 30 minutes and we drove down the street and realized we had no where to go. We stopped, parked the car, and talked about the very popular Rachel Cherry and how I've been doing and Kelsey Squid's party that night. I should've gone to the party, but I didn't. I should really get over this whole "I have no self esteem" thing. Ima hawt batch. Ima hawt batch. Ima hawt batch. I'll keep telling myself that. It'll be my DAILY APPERATIONS. yea yea, like that hxc0r3 chick on MADE. Syke. There are better alternatives. So after being invited to the Squid's party I had Joe drop me off at home and I gave Evan the 15 mg he had asked me for and I said goodbye and that was the end. I hope I see them soon. I miss how things were when the sun was closer to the earth.


BY THE WAY THEY DON'T EVEN LOOK LIKE DAT ANYMORE okay?! ok.

To Do List:
-Buy a scale
-Eat a little less
-Work out more (YOGA YOGA YOGA YOGA and that whack ass yoga DVD I bought on wednesday)
-Buy new clothes
-Buy new make up
-Show more skin
-Scream and dance more
-Give hugs
-Let go of Mike T. Schmitt
-Chill with: Chantel, Zoe, Avery, Danielle, Evan, Joe, Kevin, Rose, Marsha and Traci, Paige, Trisha, Dewey, and Jaren
-Paint more



p.s. I hope this lasts long.

p.p.s. Evan and Joe after dropping me off: "NIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGEERRRRRR!!!!"x 2
aye ayea ayyeeee