13 May 2011

Even her absence is a thing that’s with me and I love her so much I don’t know how to want her. If I don’t see her, I pretend I do and I’m as strong as trees are tall. But if I see her I tremble, I don’t know what happens to what I feel when she’s not there. All I am is some strength abandoning me.

2 comments:

It's Howling Again said...

Where/who/what?

carolyn said...

"whenever i masturbate (with fingers)
i imagine my body shrinking
i become very small//tiny
then i walk into my vagina
what seems now, at this size to be a large
inviting place"


Love you greatly.